Down and Up

Praise God. Praise God!!! The last few weeks and months have been good to me. I faced some challenges along the way in almost all areas of my life. I had an opportunity to look at myself and how I am in the various roles I fulfill. If there's one word to describe the things I've gone through, that would be, yeah, ROLLER COASTER. Hey, two words ;p. Different experiences, varying results. I failed some, I stumbled on some, I succeeded in some. But amidst it all, I still see myself as a victor. I may have encountered semi-depressing circumstances, but it was an opportunity to praise God because it's a chance for me to show Him that I will handle the situation well. I may have encountered very annoying people, who would offend and even take me for granted, but it was a chance for me to see how other people need more prayers. I may have gone through some trials at home and our finances, but it was a time for me to realize that only God knows how to provide. I may have been passing quite a dry stage in my spirituality, but it is an open door for God to fill my cup. There were times when I'd feel uneasy, worrisome about the things around me, but I saw it as a chance for me to cling on to God for strength and wisdom.

It took a lot of courage for me to look at things positively; perhaps even tiresome. What actually moved me in the right direction is to ask the purpose of every single circumstance I was going through. An arguement with my hubby - I was being taught to control my tantrums, to be a good listener & to be submissive. My kids in a tantrum spree - I was being taught to be more patient and loving and to instruct my kids in the way they should go (Prov. 22:6). Sometimes I would feel God is distant - I was being taught to pray harder, pray more and read more of His Word (1 Chron. 28:9). Waking up feeling lethargic, not wanting to do anything AT ALL - I was being taught that lazy hands bring poverty and diligent hands bring wealth (Prov. 10:4).

So many things to learn from God; if only we will choose to look at our challenges in a different light. After all, no amount of wallowing and depression will solve anything. No matter how loud we complain and how many tears we cry, things won't get better unless we act on them (2 Tim. 1:7).

God bless us all!