Well, God says...

The world says you won't ever make it. Well God says you are a CAN-DO person!
"You are the most excellent of men and your lips have been anointed with grace, since God has blessed you forever. "
- Psalm 45: 2

The world says you're ugly and fat.. well, God sees you as someone BEAUTIFUL!
"The king is enthralled by your beauty; honor him, for he is your lord."
- Psalm 45: 11

The world says you'll never get what you're praying for.. well, God says that you'll have it as long as you seek Him!
"Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart."
- Psalm 37:4

The world says you'll never get healed.. God says just have faith and let me do the healing!
"I AM the LORD who heals you."
- Exodus 15:26

Just a Few More Days!!!

My Future Baby

Ok so much for new kids in the family (hehe).. our two sweeties are enough. I don't know why I've got my eye on this Hyundai Tucson. Its appeal is quite strong and boy am I praying for one! :-)

Starbucks in a Bottle

Well don't you just want to praise God for Starbucks in a bottle?! I'm just happy to have found this lurking in one of the corners of the grocery waiting for a Starbucks addict to come and consume it! Talk about saving time for a quick trip to Starbucks in the morning before going to work! Bright bright idea! :-D

Prayer Requests

Praise God for family and friends who never cease to pray for me and my family in times of need. This week is actually quite a challenging one. But, with God's grace, we will be fine!

1) My son has been healed after been hospitalized for 4 days due to a hematoma in his tonsils. Praise God!

2) God moved mightily to provide for the bills.

3) I need your prayers for the completion of our new home. For some reason, this demented architect that we hired have used up the money we've paid him and is unable to finish the rest of the project. So we will take over the finishing stage next week. Provision for this is what we need. If only everything comes cheap nowadays!

4) Please do pray for my older sister who will be undergoing surgery due to kidney stones on Saturday. Rebuke the stones in Jesus' Name!

5) Pray for me as well as it's been quite a challenge at work as this brand I'm handling is ending their fiscal quarter this October.

Thanks in advance for standing with me and my family in prayer. God will indeed work mightily in all these situations. By God's will, these will come to pass.

God bless you!

Summer Fun!

Isn't it rather late for me to post pics from last summer? Teehee, it only goes to show that now is the only time I've ever had to somehow doodle a bit and rekindle my love for photoshop. :-)

Watch and be Moved!

..Maybe God wants to reach out to you and tell you something you need to know today. Watch Joel Osteen as He preaches the Word of God and be blown away by his passion to speak God's love for us. This is definitely worth your time!

Faith

"How can I have hope when my eyes show me that the problem I'm in looks utterly hopeless?" Almost too often, this is the question we throw back at friends or family who try to encourage us during times of problems or pain. "It's going to be alright" or "Things will get better" are the comments we would hear from the people who care about us. But how much of these statements do we actually take in; pause in our need to complain, and actually digest what those encouraging statements mean?

When we look at the Word of God, going through life is as simple as ABC, no fantastic steps to follow, no complicated principles to implement. All it takes is faith. Faith in the Father who birthed you into this world, faith that His promises are true. Jesus said, "If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer" (Matt 21:22). This verse speaks so much of love, hope and encouragement. If Jesus said that your prayers will be answered, why not take Him at His Word? We've seen so many miracles and answered prayers happening in other people's lives, why not in ours?

We can never be free from problems or trials; but, God enables us to have a problem-proof life. Faith propels us to soar forward with a heart free from bitterness or spite. Faith enables us to see ourselves in the future, prosperous and living a good life for the Lord. Our human eyes will never see the big picture, only God can do that. Faith gives us the confidence to face everything in this world, knowing that God will always back us up. Next time you're faced with a hurdle, leap over the other side - God is there to catch you.. just have, FAITH.

Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see (Heb. 11:1).

We live by faith, not by sight. 2 cor 5:7

The Seed

I had a great time this afternoon while having Bible study with my niece and her friend. One line from the study I was discussing stood out in my head and I am still thinking of it now.

"The way you think determines the way you feel, and the way you feel determines the way you act."

It makes a lot of sense doesn't it? It is the same as the principle of sowing and reaping. You plant good seeds, expect a good harvest. You plant the right thoughts, you act out good deeds. Sadly, if you plant the wrong thoughts, we end up in sin.

Have you ever experienced going through life hopeless of how you can ever change your bad habits or attitudes? Only Jesus can help you change. It is when we put our complete trust in Him that we realize that we CAN be a better person. And God provides a way for us to make it a reality. When we plant the Word of God in our hearts & minds each day, we can expect the best harvest - having joy, love, peace & hope in our hearts!

Formula for Success

"Lord, bahala ka na ha. You know what I need. Amen." Oftentimes, we pray to God, assuming that He already knows what we want and need. I mean, sure He does. But there's something about praying specifically that catches God's attention. I remember praying this way and changing it to drill down to the specifics. At first I felt uncomfortable, like, it felt dictating a line of grocery lists.. But later on, I realized, that God wants to hear it straight from our mouth. Oli and I were believing for our own place this year and we refurbished our prayers from "Lord, sana, may bahay na kami".. to... "Lord, you said in Your Word that your people will live in peaceful dwelling places, in secure homes, in undisturbed places of rest. Lord we boldly ask for that promise. We ask you to bless us with a house of our own. With nice white walls and a room for every child..." etc, etc. And here we are, about 60-70% done with the house construction!
It is to God's glory that we see all these coming to pass. And we know there's more to come!

The formula of success doesn't rest on anything of this world; it is not about having charms or crystals, or a superstitious belief on this and that. Success comes only from God and God alone. When we start to make GOD the center of our lives, success and miracles will be part of how we live. God's promises are here for us to take. We just need to know it, live it and ask for it.

WORMS!

This worm had to highlight my week last Wednesday. We received about three huge bars of Cadbury from a friend who works in Malaysia and, voila, upon opening the wrappers, we found about two worms (ALIVE AND WRIGLY!!!!) and an insect that looked like a moth. Ewww. Yes, that's how you can describe it!!! One of the bars were lined with what seems to be a cobweb. We figured it must've been the remnants of the cocoon where the worm comfortably birthed itself into a moth. Well, I guess these things happen. I don't think I'll any kind of chocolates from here on... Or if I get a bad craving for some, I'd definitely make sure to tear apart the wrappers and inspect it.

An Answered Prayer

color schemes.. floor plans.. room layout.. etc.. etc.. finally, the place that we can call our own is now under construction! :-) Praise God, indeed! it's crazy to have to plan for sooo many things for a small haven, but, this is way better than not having to plan at all.

we're working on a very measured budget and I'm sure that with God's grace, guidance and FAVOR, everything will be provided to complete this project.

God DOES answer. HE definitely responds... isn't it just so awesome?! whatever it is you're praying for, keep on pressing on!

Down and Up

Praise God. Praise God!!! The last few weeks and months have been good to me. I faced some challenges along the way in almost all areas of my life. I had an opportunity to look at myself and how I am in the various roles I fulfill. If there's one word to describe the things I've gone through, that would be, yeah, ROLLER COASTER. Hey, two words ;p. Different experiences, varying results. I failed some, I stumbled on some, I succeeded in some. But amidst it all, I still see myself as a victor. I may have encountered semi-depressing circumstances, but it was an opportunity to praise God because it's a chance for me to show Him that I will handle the situation well. I may have encountered very annoying people, who would offend and even take me for granted, but it was a chance for me to see how other people need more prayers. I may have gone through some trials at home and our finances, but it was a time for me to realize that only God knows how to provide. I may have been passing quite a dry stage in my spirituality, but it is an open door for God to fill my cup. There were times when I'd feel uneasy, worrisome about the things around me, but I saw it as a chance for me to cling on to God for strength and wisdom.

It took a lot of courage for me to look at things positively; perhaps even tiresome. What actually moved me in the right direction is to ask the purpose of every single circumstance I was going through. An arguement with my hubby - I was being taught to control my tantrums, to be a good listener & to be submissive. My kids in a tantrum spree - I was being taught to be more patient and loving and to instruct my kids in the way they should go (Prov. 22:6). Sometimes I would feel God is distant - I was being taught to pray harder, pray more and read more of His Word (1 Chron. 28:9). Waking up feeling lethargic, not wanting to do anything AT ALL - I was being taught that lazy hands bring poverty and diligent hands bring wealth (Prov. 10:4).

So many things to learn from God; if only we will choose to look at our challenges in a different light. After all, no amount of wallowing and depression will solve anything. No matter how loud we complain and how many tears we cry, things won't get better unless we act on them (2 Tim. 1:7).

God bless us all!

My Saturday

Today I had the chance to go to one of the busiest malls in town - SM North. I drove my in-laws to the mall and actually just walked around with my kids in pursuit of nothing. We didn't have any reason to shop. So we ended up having merienda at Super Bowl and chat over what's new with Cartoon Network and tried talking about why some cartoons don't actually promote good conduct. It was a nice talk about good and evil, the funny and the not, why some are rated PG and which cartoons rock. Cute! It's awesome how my children have grown to think of these things when all the while I thought the thing they only cared about are toys, tv shows and PS2 games.

So we topped the day by going to the Workshop and bought stuff like a mini-fan for my hubby's computer area, Spotless stain remover, a surge protector, a desk organizer and some plastic containers for the kids' toys.

Now I'm yawn after yawn waiting for my hubby to come home from his friend's birthday party. I don't really need to wait up... but, fixing his computer area was such a delight this evening and I'd love to see how he reacts to it when he sees the work (hard labor!!) I've done.

Well, so much for today :-)

Submission to Authority

I used to cringe everytime I hear or read about this subject - Submission to Authority. Well, I somehow still cringe on it now. Not because I have problems with submitting to my boss or anything like that, but it's more of being submissive to my better half. Not so much of a grave concern, though. Perhaps, it's more of the day to day, small, even trivial decisions that need to be quickly made, that has to be my way and my call. It may have caused a few bickering here and there, but I'm glad that things are starting to smooth out little by little. Till then, I need to get over the paradigm of seeing myself as a woman of the decade (haha), that I am one with a strong personality.

Hearing the story of Daniel from our Bible study last night made me think about what exactly 'submission' is and how it is applied as a wife. Turns out that God's commands are pretty straightforward. Heck, there aren't any 'how to's' and 'what not to's'. But of course there has to be a sense of balance, logic and respect on both sides. These virtues, I would say, would come of course, if you will choose to live according to God's Will. It's going to come on bit by bit, or even all at one big blow - as long as we choose to live in obedience.

So I leave myself with one assignment. Nothing fancy. Nothing complicated. Nothing that a willful heart cannot do. (pray for me) haha :-) SUBMIT.

Random Thoughts..

1) i'm currently feeling a certain distaste in my mouth.. why, i don't know....
2) i pray that my little boy will grow up to be a God-fearing man that lives with integrity and peace..
3) i miss my high school friends terribly.. half of us are totally scattered around the globe and i miss their company :(
4) the letter B on my keyboard popped out last Friday and i am soooorta annoyed everytime i press the letter B.... grr.. see?! :-)
5) so i'm thinking what i'm thinking next...
6) i sure want to go back to Paris with my hubby... or maybe a fun family time in Sydney..
7) Praise GOD for building up my sales at work...... to You be the GLORY!
8) hmm.. i wonder how else can i improve with my work?
9) i don't like gossipers... i don't like people who can't stand up for their mistakes.. why can't people just learn to be fair to one another?! i sooo dislike that CRAB mentality.
10) i may be a bit shaken by them pot holes coming my way.. but God is always there to make me stand firm.
11) choices, choices, choices! we have a lot of em everyday... o God, help me make the right ones!
12) this 10-minute break is enough.. ok, now back to work! :-D

T.D. Jakes

A few days ago I was listening to some of Joel Osteen's sermons over the web and man, I must say, God has moved and empowered this man to preach God's Word in a powerful, yet endearing way. If you've read the book Your Best Life Now, you would exactly understand how God can actually help you realize your full potential and leave different sorts of unnecessary baggages in life. Joel Osteen is indeed one of the annointed preachers in our time that can bring about inspiration for a tired humanrace such as ours.

So I came about texting my cellgroup leader, Jackie, of how blessed I am with one of Joel Osteen's Sunday sermons; she leads me then to a list of other good, if not, great preachers from around the world. There's Benny Hinn, Paula White, Juanita *something..sorry I forgot*.. then there's T.D. Jakes.


If you'd like to hear the Word of God preached in the most contemporary and most amusing way, I recommend for you to check out T.D. Jake's 24-hour broadcast and be blown away about the Word of God, all delivered in a manner that we can all comfortably listen to. T.D. Jakes is very much of a direct speaker. Able to bring the Word in a serious, yet hilarious style, all with an African-American flavor. Holler at me if you agree!

Who Do You Live For?

*Who Do You Live For?*

Proverbs 12:9 "Better to be a nobody and yet have a servant than pretend to be somebody and have no food."

Doesn't this verse hit the spot? Last night our cell group's topic was on "How to Develop a Healthy Self-Image". A lot of us walk unaware of who we really are. We desire so many things of this world and yet, we are never satisfied with what we have. Perhaps if we all bank on what God says about us, then we wouldn't have to be burdened from being "somebody" else. We don't have to be a pale imitation of someone else.

I'm glad to see my identity now in Christ Jesus who saved us. I am not perfect, nor am I trying to pretend to be one. But what I do know is that I strive hard to live in obedience, to be a woman of integrity and of godliness. Yes I am a work in progress. I stumble, I fall, I make mistakes. Now who doesn't?

I am just so over the "dating", the "arrive". I am just so fed up with the "I'll do this so that other people will look up to me". I am ever fed up with the "I gotta have this so other people will think I'm rich". No one can ever please every single human being on earth. We live to please our one and ONLY God.

I like what Lala said last night during our warm-up. "I'd like to be able to live [a godly life] in this world; but not allow the world to 'live' in me." It's always a choice. Would you like to live for God or live for a perishable world?`

My Favorite Picture

ok so i sound a little 'high-schoolish' to even tag one of my photos as my "favorite".. but shucks, isn't this photo just so awesome? it reminds me so much of God's love!

btw, this picture was taken in la union during one of our family weekend trips. no post-processing done with this one and yes, i was blown away when i saw the raw picture in my computer. for more of my pictures, you can view them here. God bless you!

J'aime Paris!

Bon jour! I'm glad to be back after a long vacation from posting! I finally had the chance to visit two of the most culturally-advanced countries in the world - France & Italy. What can I say, 'twas a blast. Seeing the streets of Paris for the first time is extremely breath-taking. Rome was a living history book. I totally felt like I was in a different world. God has made such great creations! Here's my photo at the Tour Eiffel. More to come as I try to update my online photo album. God bless you!

Holy Week

*Holy Week*

All I can say is, holy week or not, I will ever be thankful to God for saving me from my past mistakes and sins.. For cleansing me and giving me a fresh new start. For me, holy week is not a time of self-punishment or penance, hence, it is a time to rejoice, for if Jesus did not die on the cross for us, we would be still suffering with sin, regret, condemnation and.. there will not be peace within us. Let each day of the year bring you joy knowing that with Jesus, you are saved and will have eternal life... If you want to be freed by the bondage of your past, by the bondage of sins that you cannot seem to avoid doing, COME to Jesus. Ask Him to change you. And this, my friends, is not something that we do in just one week... but it is a life-long process... of coming to the Lord, accepting who we are, and asking Him to change us for the better. Makes sense doesn't it?

“You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good man someone might possibly dare to die. But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. ”- Romans 5:6-8

Cmon now...

Whatever it is you're going through, God will find a way. God will make a way. You just have to believe. Learn to trust. Find it in your heart to let go and let God do the Work. Keep on praying...

Cam Itch!

*Cam Itch!*

I just can't get enough of taking pictures lately and may I say... I am quite inspired to get it on with this new found hobby. Photography! I'm happy with how my first month turned out and now I can capture God's cool creations in a flick of a finger. View my online gallery and let me know what you think :-) God bless!

Let Me Encourage You...

*Let Me Encourage You...*

Hey, it's been a while. A lot have been consuming my time lately and yah, I guess it has almost diminished my time to blog. Maybe I'll be back.. or not (hehe).. but lately, a number of things at work and at home have taken its toll on me. But! I'm right back on track. Unmoved. Stronger. And yes, I'd like to think wiser.

Ever since I got back from my short vacation in HK, things have been quite challenging. There's the daily mommy stuff, issues at work and problems with one of my siblings. Nope I'm not moping about work (I am just so over it and moving on with new things for me).. so as my title suggests, let me try to encourage you with a moving testimony of my brother's life.

My big bro is about 11-yrs older than I am and resides in the States. About a month ago, he decided to surrender his life to God and enter a facility that would help him get over his dependency on drugs. It's a big step, what he did; and it involved a praying wife that got through the challenges of being with a partner who wasn't at all perfect. You're probably guessing it right. With dependency on you know what, things may sometimes go haywire.. But my brother had something good, his wife and his family back here in Manila.

His stay at that center was a good one. Strict and tight security, but nevertheless, twas a place where he was able to feed on God's Word. They have Bible Study classes there and some sort of a support group; catering to the questions we humans mostly throw about life - and finding the answers from the Bible.

I wouldn't want this to drag too long (i'll try), however, let me summarize the events that have unfolded last February...

1) My brother had a "mild" heart problem and was taken to the infirmary. We didn't worry much. My sister-in-law couldn't get much details from the nurses.. but they reassured us that my bro was alright.

2) About a week after, we learned that he had suffered a stroke, leaving him with an internal hemorrhage in his head, affecting his right brain, leaving the left side of his body paralyzed. But God is faithful. Doctors say that 1 out of 10 people survive this kind of attacks. Praise God, my brother lives.

3) Upon knowing this, I tried asking God 'why', however I stopped myself immediately and thought that I was not in a position to question God and His plans. I had a long pause after my sister told my at around 3am. My chest felt heavy, eyes downcast, feeling helpless as I was miles away from my dear Kuya.

4) But then, God, again, in His loving nature, assured me that everything will be alright. It reminded me of a verse that says in Romans 8:28 that all things work for the good of those who loved the Lord. God's Word comforted me and my family.

5) We could have looked at the situation with no hope. We could have pitied my brother. We could have sulked in dismay. We could have gotten angry with God.

6) Choices were made. Decisions were taken. My family and I, along with my sister-in-law and her family as well, chose God. We chose His Promises. Didn't He promise healing? Didn't He promise restoration? Didn't He promise LIFE? At that point, we made a decision to hand the circumstance to God. Approaching the situation with pessimism just didn't make any sense. Hey this is nothing that God can handle. Hey, with Jesus, all things are indeed possible!

7) A few weeks passed and doctors agree that my brother's progress was miraculously fast. We have only God to praise for that! He was eating well, able to recognize some family and friends, and slowly being aware of what had happened to him.

8) My brother learned his lesson. God gave him a heavy blow, allowed him to be broken.. God perfectly knew what was going to happen next. My brother made a decision not to go back to his old way of life - for he had Jesus in his heart.

9) Just as we thought things were going well, we were all dumbfounded to hear about the hospital bills. It had almost reached to US$1.5M. I almost fell off my chair. I nearly fainted when my sister confirmed that yes, it was indeed in US Dollars. Again, it was a test of faith.

10) Day and night we declared that those bills are paid off. We declared by faith, that God is able, much able to supernaturally shoulder the bills. It's a huge amount of money. It's an enormous sum that even if we work 10 jobs at one time, it wouldn't still be enough. But we had someone bigger in our lives. And that IS God.

11) Jehovah Jireh is our God who PROVIDES. Jehovah Shalom is our God who brings PEACE. Jehovah Rapha is our God who HEALS. We hung on to His promises. It was all that He wanted us to do.

12) Days passed. Tears have gotten dry. People came helping from all ends. GOD shone through. God showed that He was in control. A friend of my sister-in-law said that he was going to take care of the bills and that all my sister-in-law had to do was to take care of my brother. When Ate texted me this, I thought, could this be right?! A second later, I raised my head up high and praised God with all my heart! Isn't God so awesome?!?!!

To this day, my brother was transferred to a hospital for his various therapies. He is making good progress and slowly but surely, God is restoring my brother physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Oh praise You, Father.

Don't you know how awesome it is to serve a living God who knows everything and anything about you? Oftentimes we feel misunderstood, we feel empty, we feel like our lives our going no where. We break down to the extent of even wanting to kill ourselves because of the problems we encounter in life. We are this way because we have forgetten what it is to Trust. To Trust in the Heavenly Father that created us. We are blinded by our problems because we choose to look at them instead of exercising our Faith in Jesus Christ. What God did and is doing for my brother is just the start of his new life. He has been given a second chance by the God of 2nd, 3rd, 4th, chances.

If you're going through a painful situation, and you feel that things seem really bleak, try calling on to God. Can you imagine the pain my sister-in-law had to go through with her more than 10 yrs of living with my unstable brother, depositing him in a rehab, hearing about him being taken to the ICU, not being allowed to visit, seeing that half of his body & brain is paralyzed, being confronted by US$1.5M of bills, being just by yourself to handle all the pain? If you talk to her now you'd be surprised that her spirit is full of joy. Why? Because God lives in her. She has held on to God's sweet promises. Her faith was immense and her deeds followed.

I pray that whoever is reading this post will be encouraged to go through their hardships in life. Believe in your heart that God is able to get you out of that situation. Believe in your heart that God is there for you. Have you given your life to Him? Make that decision today...

HongKong Weekend

Wei! Just came from HongKong last Sunday and spent one of the coldest weekends I've ever had. Twas about 15C during the day and perhaps 10C or lower in the evening. Woah, the wind is a major killer. It's like you can well tolerate the temp, but, with the wind gushing relentlessly through your face, you'd definitely get the feel of hard ice hitting you head on. Weird though, coz when my office mate arrived there mid-week, the weather wasn't all that cold.. well, I guess it HAD to wait till the weekend for the temp to drop.

Disneyland HK was actually the major event with the trip. I pray I can take my kids here soon (hopefully get an incentive package - with my family included hehe). It's a nice nice place with all the nice nice views. It's not as crowded as Disney L.A.; but can still expand to have more rides and other attractions. The place was great but the weather was a bomber. It drizzled almost half of the day and the winds were blowing at every angle. It was about 5C that time. Oh thank GOD I live in a tropical country. I don't think I can last a week in that kind of weather.

So, enough of my boring post and let's start clicking away with the photos we had from the trip. God bless you!

God's LOVE

Happy Valentines Day! God LOVES each and everyone of us. You say, why? Because He does. Period. Because as Scriptures say, we love because He loved us first (1Jn4:19). How can we know love if not from our Father above? How can we learn how to walk without anyone showing us how? How can we read without anyone teaching us how? Before we smoulder with those Valentine goodies, let's pause and think what God's LOVE is - for us.

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. - John 3:16

For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. - Romans 8:38-39

Mistakes

A mistake is a mistake. It happened. It was overlooked. It was not earlier on detected. And moreover, it was not planned. I've been going through a rut at work because of a mistake I've done, and perhaps some people around me as well. It was the first time in three years. I didn't see it coming, nor was I able to rectify the situation at the soonest possible time. Now it's a lesson to even be more critical of the things and documents coming my way. To be more mindful of the work I do everyday. To be more keen in every single email that passes my mailbox by. Yes, there's a lesson to the mistake I've done. But if it's any consolation, it DID NOT cost money... only time and an added effort to please an irate customer.

Shucks, I can't believe how people marvel at pointing severely at people's mistake. Not to mention talking as if you've done this mistake every single day of your working life. I must admit that I am somehow bothered by how things are being thrown at me. But then again, I know GOD HAS SEEN EVERYTHING. HE knows who's not speaking up and admitting to their flaws.

You know what never fails to amaze me? See my list below....
1) People will NEVER admit to their mistakes AS LONG AS somebody else has raised his/her hand in admission to the fault.
2) People will always "wash their hands" when worse comes to worst.
3) People take delight in pounding on people's faults and incessantly ask the "why" and the "how come", even if you've apologized and offered to move forward with the solution. (on a note, did you ever think that in life, there will ALWAYS be questions that cannot be answered? Especially when it's over and done with. Most especially when it was a mistake or an accident.. yah, asking WHY will only aggravate the EMOTIONS, blind the PERCEPTION and blur the path to the SOLUTION).
4) People like it when other people don't fight back. They feel they've received victory, whereas, they do not know that it doesn't actually solve ANYTHING.
5) People always look at SILENCE as a sign of weakness. That if you apologize and remain quiet they love to still keep on pounding on you. I mean what gives? Can pounding bring back time? Can continuous nagging solve anything? No. What matters is the fault has been acknowledge and actions will be taken to SOLVE it.

I know that mistakes can be irritating when it happens ALL THE TIME. Like people don't learn from it. But can a certain consideration be given granting that it has only happened for the first time?

Anyhow, I am moving on..... I am leaving all these to God. I shall choose to be HAPPY today. This is the LAST of my whining.

Luke 6:37 "Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven.

Luke 17:3So watch yourselves. "If your brother sins, rebuke him, and if he repents, forgive him.

Luke 17:4If he sins against you seven times in a day, and seven times comes back to you and says, 'I repent,' forgive him."

Proverbs 19:11A man's wisdom gives him patience; it is to his glory to overlook an offense.

Acts 17:30In the past God overlooked such ignorance, but now he commands all people everywhere to repent.

What the WORLD can't fill - God CAN

Going on-leave for even a day can just about refresh anyone. I mean it has recharged me with much energy for the week and it's great to be up and about - doing nothing. So, I just finished cooking for tomorrow's meal .. and here I am poking my keyboard away. I don't have actually any breaking news to share, but I do want to emphasize how God's been utterly awesome this week. Twas my son's 8th birthday last Saturday and God was gracious enough to provide; I've heard of our cell leader's mom ready to leave the hospital soon after being in the ICU for weeks; My husband and his friend is moving forward with their new business; My brother is hungrier everyday for God's Word; I see people still with that g0-get-em attitude despite that EVAT rising up to 12% this February.

If only we can look at the world through God's eyes, we will definitely feel that the world isn't cruel after all. I know I've harped on making the right choices in my previous posts.. but, at the end of the day, these choices determine where we will be the following day. It's not always easy to let an offense go when our flesh tells us to take revenge. It isn't easy to smile when things went real bad at work or at home. It isn't easy to wake up the following day when you know you've got problems as big as the Titanic to face. It isn't easy to lift yourself up when someone has dumped you for the most preposterous reasons.

But one thing's for sure. Our GOD is at the most appropriate place to fill that void in our hearts and lead us to the right direction. Of course the pain will not subside in an instant. But when we continue to seek Him with all our hearts and yearn for Him, God is faithful enough to fill it. Sure we may have had a painful experience, however, the beauty of it all is that we can surely get out of that rut - with God. How else can you imagine getting out of your problems now when before you thought things seemed bleak? That's God working for you. No matter what it is we are going through, God is ABLE to make us choose the right decisions. From the most trivial cases to the complex ones, HE is much able to create a way out. Have you tried calling out to Him lately?

Matthew 11:28"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.

Whoopee!! :)

God's FAVOR is upon YOU! Yes you! It's upon us all! Woah, I am so super thrilled today about how God makes things HAPPEN. And I mean happen - just in the nick of time. Amaaazzing... I mean, I'm still at awe at His goodness that I couldn't stop thanking God for helping me/us today!

When I woke up this morning, I declared that God's favor will be upon me today - and whatever it is that I'm waiting for at work will come to pass. God started working out our deals yesterday and I knew in my heart, by faith, that He will definitely give a good & pleasing outcome today. And true enough - clock strikes 11am, and there you have it! The huge deal that we've been waiting for to make our numbers!

There are some hurdles in the way, but nothing that God can't handle. Important thing is that, God knew exactly what we needed and He MADE a WAY. Oh PRAISE YOU FATHER!

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him,whohave been called according to his purpose. - Romans 8:28

Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever. - Psalm 23:6

You gave me life and showed me kindness, and in your providence watched over my spirit.. - Job 10:12

For surely, O LORD, you bless the righteous; you surround them with your favor as with a shield. - Psalm 5:12

Worry

The group went back to Bible Study yesterday and it feels great to reconnect with spiritual family after such a long break. Anyways, we discussed about 'WORRY' and why it is considered to be a 'SIN' which is unconciously done by most of us. If you dissect the scriptures and dig through your experiences on why it is an offense - it plainly implies a distrust to God. When we worry, it is like telling God that 'I believe you BUT.. Ya I do trust you BUT.. I know, BUT. ' Worry just takes out our focus on our Heavenly Father. And that, my friend, is disastrous. I mean ya we all know what a seed of worry can cause in our hearts and minds. Why do you think there are so many pranings, OC's, over-thinkers, over-analytical thinkers (that never get anything done).. etc. Don't let WORRY become your way of life. Do not EMBRACE it. Do not hold on to it. God is commanding you to CAST it to Him. To LIFT up OUR burdens to Him.

So there, it was a nice study to open the year because indeed, if we want to succeed and experience triumph in our lives here on earth, then we must focus on Jesus and take God's Words of advice to heart. To sift our hearts and minds of negative thoughts that causes us to WORRY, think of Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things."

Yeah! I love that verse. You should check out the amplified version or the message version for some parallel reading too.

Glad to be posting here after a hard day's work! Praise God my WORRY-List has gone from plenty to measely.. Konti na lang Lord. Help me rise over the rest of em! :-) God bless you!!!!

Sometimes we slip...

ya, sometimes we slip.. we know perfectly what to do, how to do it, how to speak and how to react on things, but we sometimes slip. we sometimes slip. i personally hate it when i slip. i tend to sway to the other direction when the going gets rough.. but i'm just so happy that God is always there to just nudge me right back. isn't it a wonder how God loves us unconditionally? isn't it amazing how He can love and not be tyrannical or bossy at the same time? isn't it so cool the way God loves - that no matter how badly we think of ourselves, He still thinks we're beautiful? He's as focused as He can be at you and me... wouldn't it be the greatest thing ever if WE likewise placed our focus on Him instead of our worldy selves? .. just some thoughts i'd like to pour out while i'm eating lunch here :) have a blessed week ahead people!!!

Extra Grace Required

I'm still at work.. anticipating an important deal that will hopefully come to a graceful end.. I'm hopeful and prepared. So there, how are things with everyone today? It's a friday and boy am I thrilled! I mean, sure my yaya went home to the province.. sure I'd have to do the laundry (yikes), sure I'd have to maybe cook, sure I'd have to help out with our business.. But nothing beats the grace and strength that God can give. As Rick Warren puts it, it's one of those days when you are in EGR mode - EXTRA GRACE REQUIRED. But ya, God is so faithful - He will definitely see all of us through. You just got to have FAITH... Faith coupled with deeds or actions. Hey, are you going through a rough time with family, work or maybe in your relationship/s? Don't worry too much. You're in good hands.. you're in God's hands. All you have to do is TRUST Him. Come on now, put on some lip gloss and shake that booty, put on some nice clothes and show the world that you don't crack under pressure!

We're not PERFECT

.. not because we're Christians it means that we're automatically PERFECT and SINLESS. We're only humans. Made of flesh and blood. Not because we attend Bible Study, we can live like saints. We're only human. Not because we quote verses from the Bible mean that we're all holy. We're only human. Not because we preach God's Words mean that we can never ever ever ever make mistakes against ourselves and other people. Wouldn't the world be a better place to live in if people would HELP each other grow in their faith and become a better person in the process? Now even if you ace your bible study class, go to service or mass every single day - but if you have a "dark heart", always putting people down or saying bad things about others, not being obedient to God's Word.. I don't think God will be pleased with that either. Please, let's all live in harmony and learn to RESPECT one another.


Matthew 7:3-5 "Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye.

Proverbs 15:3The eyes of the LORD are everywhere, keeping watch on the wicked and the good.

Ephesians 2:10For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.

We are all a work in progress :-) Amen? Amen!

Be blessed! :-)

oh stuff...

Hola! Been quite a couple of days since I last posted. After last Friday, I somehow got sick of looking at the computer screen and totally couldn't take anymore. Aiya! It's always this taxing every January when people are rushing for their 2006 business plans (including me) haha. Talk about cramming. Praise God I'm almost done with mine.

So how has everyone been doing? Twas a great weekend. Spent some time at home with the kids and attended my officemate's wedding at Lipa last Sunday. Oh and I've finally finished reading Your Best Life Now and I feel inspired to go live my life and make the right choices. Oli just started reading it (seriously) last night and as I was in my twinkle-twinkle-little-eyes stage, half asleep, half awake, he was saying some stuff about how good of a book that was.. (sorry sweetie, i knew you were saying hosts of things but i simply could not remember). So ya anyway, come on!! Get yourself a copy. It's worth it!!!

The Lord's favor is upon us all - may you have a great day! I pray that today will be the day that your dreams start coming to pass. But if you aint see anything happening yet - keep on praying.. You're one day closer to receiving your answered prayer. Let's be hopeful in the Lord!

thinking aloud...

"It doesn't matter what anybody else does or doesn't do, I'm going to live my life with enthusiasm! I'm going to stay on fire. I'm going to be aglow. I'm going to be passionate about seeing my dreams come to pass."

We won't get any closer to our dreams by feeling sorry for ourselves, for the mistakes we've made in the past. Loosen up, lighten up. Just stop being so miserable!

Don't wait for others to change when you yourself have so many issues you don't even know how to love.

It's nice to respond nicely when someone's been polite to you. Try it.

You can NEVER live life alone. Stop pushing people away. Get over your fears. Run to God for help.

Get over the pride. It never did anyone any good.

Stop pretending to be somebody else. You're perfect just the way you are. Don't let society dictate how you should act or dress or speak.

Taking your life is not the solution, and you know that deep inside. Seek help and counsel. There are more people on earth who has experienced far worse problems than you. You are too valuable. God loves you.

A New Me

With all the challenges coming my way at the start of 2006, I realize that God is molding me with the right character if I wanted to succeed in whatever I put my hands on to. Wallowing much before on the might have beens and should haves, I'm happy to have discovered a new me.. Amazing how I kept on running around in circles in pursuit of answers that didn't live up to my expectations. But even more amazing to know that it is only GOD and a life of service to Him that can make life beautiful in its every aspect.

So to sum up helpful pints of wisdom from the Bible, from friends and Joel Osteen's book, here are some of the few tags that helped me, and is helping me get through the tests. Now it's going to be a good fight of faith.. and I'm glad to be a part of it.

1) Adversity often pushes us into our divine destiny.
2) The struggles give you strength.
3) If you will handle adversity in the right way, God has promised that He will turn your challenges into stepping-stones for promotion.
4) Your reaction to a problem determines how long you will stay in that problem.
5) It's not the adversities that cause our problems; it's how we respond to our adversities.
6) God will use any adversity you face to take you to a higher level if you'll just do your part and keep standing strong.
7) Best thing to do when things or life doesn't make sense is to TRUST GOD.
8) Good ALWAYS overcomes evil.
9) People who hurt other people are usually broken inside. Take the opportunity to be a blessing and help him heal that scar.
10) You'll be amazed at what you can accomplish when God puts a little pressure on and you get out of that safe zone and step over into the faith zone.

Oh and here's something to reflect on if you've been having get some good beating in the office...

18You who are servants, be good servants to your masters--not just to good masters, but also to bad ones. 19What counts is that you put up with it for God's sake when you're treated badly for no good reason. - 1 Peter 2:18-19

Trying to be Creative..

I've always wanted to be in photography but never had the chance to fulfill it. Digicams weren't born yet when I took photography class in college... :( So taking the cue from my bro-in-law, who's into this, I decided to flick my cam away .. and here are some of the results.

"Do not gaze at wine when it is red, when it sparkles in the cup, when it goes down smoothly!" Proverbs 23:31"..whoever drinks the water I give him will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give him
will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life.." John 4:14

"He makes grass grow for the cattle, and plants for man to cultivate— bringing forth food from the earth.." Psalm 104:14


"Brothers, stop thinking like children. In regard to evil be infants, but in your thinking be adults." 1 Corinthians 14:20

Let me know what you think! :-)

Currently...

.. at work;
.. feeling sleepy;
.. in the middle of a couple of emails;
.. trying my best to stay focused;
.. thinking about a new digital camera that I don't really need at all;
.. feeling a bit irritated with work (hihihi);
.. thankful to God for favor in one account that we thought had no chance of closing.

it's gonna be a great day!

God's Requirements

“ He has showed you, O man, what is good. And what does the LORD require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God. ”- Micah 6:8

Before I start my day at work, the first website I go to is biblegateway.com. It's amusing because it's Bible Verse for the Day oftentimes falls appropriate for how my day turns out, what I'm feeling or what I'm going through for the current season. The verse above is their verse for today. Isn't it so straightforward that it screams, GOD WANTS US TO BE GOOD?

But just what is "good"? If there's one word that can describe it, it is "over-used". Too many times it is associated with almost everything. Good person, good hair, good job, good deed, etc.. etc.. The good ol' dictionary states that good is an adjective that means "being positive, or desirable in nature; worthy of respect, honor, of moral excellence, pleasant". And the list goes on. When Micah wrote the verse above, he was appealing to a concern on the pretensions and lawlessness of Jerusalem. If we look at the world today, our own selves can sometimes be a reflection of the then Jerusalem. Goodness appears on the surface, from the outside and not within. Tarnished hearts, yet shiny on the outside.

"He has showed you, O man, what is good. And what does the LORD require of you?" God has given his one and only Son as the perfect example of a good man that lived a good life. This verse gives hope for all of us who are aiming to be the person that God wants us to be. We've been spoonfed to have been given a role model. But why is it that to be "good" is such a difficult thing to do? As we walk through life we encounter situations that will make us or break us. Either or, it's a choice. Either or, there's a price to pay or enjoy.

The remaining half of the verse says, "to act justly". To act honorably and fair. Why can't we do this? Because we've been cheated, we need to take revenge. Because we've experienced how it is to cheat and get away with it. Because we want to do things fast and easy. Because oftentimes, we get away with trickery. Going further in the verse, it says "to love mercy". To consistently be compassionate, kind and forgiving. Why can't we do this? Because someone has walked out on us, left us, lied to us. Because no one has returned any gratitude. Because people look at mercy or compassion as a sign of weakness. Finally it says "to walk humbly with your God". Humility. To be modest in behaviour, meek, gentle, to show respect. Why can't we do this? Because we have low self-esteem. Low self-image. We mask our inferiorities with an arrogant stance. Because we know it all. Because we have it all. Because we're higher than others.

It's encouraging to note that even by just one verse, we can say so much.. But I hope we can all try to take some time to ponder about what it means. The world is already full with all sorts of crap - from people, made by people and lived by some. It's all a matter of choice. How do we fulfill God's requirement? If we dedicate, and I mean DEDICATE our lives to Jesus, then, we can be assured of rising above ALL our "issues" in life. The requirements become easy to follow. The burden becomes lighter and lighter. Your self-image improves, gets better and better.

I am perplexed to see other people that choose to wallow on self-pity, thrive on pride and feed on people's weaknesses. Do you actually get a buck richer everytime you lambast someone to shame? Can the past be relived? Can you bring back the lost time? As Pastor Joel Osteen says, 'you cannot unscramble eggs.. but God uses that to make an amazing omelette!'. God's requirements may be difficult for you or us to do because of our past experiences (that have broken us really bad).. However, know that God allows such trials or circumstances to make a better and wiser me and you. And, before you know it, you're all.... good.

Happy New Year!

I'd like to greet you all a very HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! This New Year's Eve celebration was, I'd say, the most cost-saving of all. Hey we only had lusis and torotots (hehe) to toy with as we welcomed 2006. So, my mother and her household watched to their eyes content as our neighbors sprung different awesome (and expensive) fireworks up in the air. Wish I had some pictures to post here but I don't :-( I left my camera at home.

Anyways, prior to New Year's Eve, my friends and I had a post christmas party at Ronnie's house. SBG's Manila Chap was complete once again (we miss you SBG New York & Doha!!). Click here to check out our wacky pics. It was fun to be with the girls again...now, mostly talking about wedding preps for Lala, Soph and soon, Cha. Ok, no rush sweeties, we don't have to exactly get married once the chart states 30. Haha. It was nice to see Soph and Clem again after four months of being home in Texas. Looking forward to see you all again on Friday! :-)